What am I doing with my life?


That’s how I feel some days about the creative life.

…Like I’m not going anywhere. I’m in a loop, trying every day to overcome the same obstacles I found years ago. Now I have some things figured out but I’m still learning and stumbling in others. I miss being outdoors more often But my creative work happens in front of or near a screen. Moreover, I’m still struggling with this work to really work out. Am I too hard on myself for forcing myself to stay on the desk to pursue something that never looks closer? Am I missing my true callings and paths for being held inside for too long? Should I ever think about broadening, even more, my creative skills? What it is that I really want to do? What feels good and looks goods to me?

Nobody said a truly creative life was easy. And there are as many kinds of creatives as there are kinds of people. I’m always striving to do my best work and learning to do something new and create something even newer. My creative life is scattered and every idea I get makes it worse. Though I don’t always feel that’s a bad thing. I want to be doing visuals that I cannot see in the world right now, so a little experimentation is expected. I also want to do small things that are complex to do solo while pursuing other fronts. So maybe all it takes is more working hours, patience and a clear vision.


Now the nice stuff

A couple of weeks ago it snowed but now the sun is shining and its warmer than ever. Finally, I got to feel it all over my skin. Feels so good and energising to have it back. But that also means one thing: I’m getting back to take my boards and going to the beach reeeal soon. Waves are calling and I must go. (Oh, and climbing too)

But with many projects open that I can’t close yet and time running out, I will have to prioritise. Anyway, wanna know what’s in the works? I’m sure you’ll be inspired and motivated too if you see.


Sneak peaks here they go!


Patterns 💖

These are patterns and designs that I’ve made and that are just getting ready to become full products. But the best of them you’ll see in upcoming weeks!

Game dev 🤓

I started a game and made all of this in one afternoon (ok, maybe it’s not that much, but when I was younger I never got this far making a game, so I’m proud). I already had the idea. It will be a game for my character the Catsurf and this will be the Hippy Catsurf Game. I just need a couple more days and I’ll have a full game (with one working level at least). But when? Who knows. If you’d like to create a game try GameSalad or Stencyl.

3D modeling

I’ve been playing with 3D software in order to create models that I can use with my interior designs and maybe even combine them with my own clothing design. I’m also learning to create more things so I can use them in future designs (maybe I could transform some 3D objects into patterns? ( 🤯 There are just too many possibilities in this creative world). For the girls, I’m using MakeHuman, which is amazing and is reminiscent of the act of creating a Sim which is always nice. For more items and probably oceans and the like, I’ll be using Blender. It also brings many memories from when I was a teenager following Blender tutorials on my father’s work computer ten years ago (or more). These programs are open source and free to use which feels amazing. And they work in Mac, of course.


TIP for Mac users using MakeHuman : when I wanted to install the MakeHuman community plugin I almost went nuts. But it’s easy. You’ll need to follow the instructions and move the downloaded files to the Plugins directory. In a Mac, this means going to the app icon, right-click, Show Package Contents > Contents > Resources > plugins. If there’s a better way I didn’t find it.

TIP for Mac users using Blender : shortcuts in Blender are great for Windows but not so for Macs. In order to use the standard shortcuts press also the key at the left bottom corner (fn). If you don’t have a numpad you’ll also need to enable a simulation of it (Blender User Preferences > Input : tick Emulate Numpad box).



Also, I’m preparing a little publication for the summertime that promises to be very fresh. I’m just starting out with it but is one of my most exciting projects. No images to show yet so all I’m telling is this:



Do you think I spread myself too thin and didn’t dive deep enough? Probably. I would love to be that type of creative artist that is so good at one thing, it looks like a lot easier to market. But I believe all my explorations are leading me towards one niche and I’m slowly finding my place as a creative. We’ll see.

Keep tuned and fuel your creativity!

And tell me about your projects in the comments or pm.